10/22

I woke up this morning not being able to remember yesterday at all. I woke up, got ready, and left by 6:30 this morning. I have no idea why I needed to be here this early this morning or if I even really needed to be.

I can’t unlock my phone so I must have changed the code the code yesterday and I just don’t remember.

Today’s October 22, 2013. Its 2 years today that I have in my mind as day everything started spiraling downward. I looked back at my first 2 entries in this blog. They were both from October of 2009. What is it with October? What is it with this week in October that my brain always seems to be a mess?

My phone keeps going off and making different noises and I have no idea why.

What did I do yesterday?

I just sat here for an hour staring at the screen….

 

I’ve put myself in a position where I have no idea what people think of me. I assume they’re not too fond of me at the moment. Some of chosen to not talk to me anymore and strangely enough I don’t care. I wonder how fake they’ll act when we see each other…